I just lost another uncle of mine yesterday. A close friend to my dad, another example that I look up to when it comes to big words like “selesai dengan diri sendiri”.

He’s a lovely person and showed affection woth his own way. He’s caring to me and I knew it by the way he called me everytime we met. He used to call me “Panjoss”.

Anyway, these uncles of mine are more than just uncles to me. Especially that I lost my dad when I reached 20.

Many times I wondered that, it might be when I’m at my own holy matrimony, that I could say it. That I love them and they are special, even if we are not really…